November Rain

After quite a while have I come up with another of my poems...Plzz dont bash me if its not good...Here I go:

Come,hold my hand,
Echoed the familiar husk,
Not until you agree,
Fell more as it fell,the dusk.

With those sultry hands she clenched,
My arm into her grip,
The warmth giving me shivers,
Trembled my lower lip.

Drew it back,my limb,
Unwillingly though,
Mind over matters I thought,
Don't let the emotions grow.

Stern as I tried to be,
Nothing seemed to work,
She'd already made her mind,
Nobody,on green,could shirk.

For me,it has rained today,
Intended to enliven me,
Once more,she said,who knows,
Our last one it might be.

My hand reached for her mouth,
To stop the words flow,
My body against her softness,
Unwilling eyes implying no.

Chagrined as she was,
One last time did she try,
This time with a whining plead,
Best she could do was to cry.

How could I have affirmed,
How could I let her go,
No sane man on earth,I thought,
Would let it be so.

I dragged her back to bed,
Its time for your pill,
For that I'm sure she hated me,
Momentarily against her own will.

But moments could it last,
And then she loved me again,
The deepest of her kisses,
And it was her last rain.

If only I would have known,
If only I would have.........................